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Maybe I Can Help Myself by xNowOrNever, literature

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Maybe I Can Help Myself by xNowOrNever, literature

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she loved the way he loved. by imkikyo, literature

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she loved the way he loved.

A warm breeze blows through a field of soft, wild grass and splotches of purple flowers. They sway and dance a little in the wind, then come to rest as they were. Conversely, two teenagers sway and dance a little, then sink onto a bed of pre-flattened grass in a manner very much unlike their previous sitting position. She’d always admired that he never seemed to be lustful. She’d always been perfectly content with holding his hand, or pressing herself to him under the encouragement of his arm settled protectively around her shoulders. She’d never been able to picture him in a slow, passionate frenzy of delicate kisses and ca

Pippa, by Harry by ThornyEnglishRose, literature

Toilet Humour by missmidge, literature

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Toilet Humour

There is something to be said for graffiti found in toilet cubicles. And I mean real toilet graffiti, not just the uninspired tags that rebellious teenagers scribble across walls. Real graffiti that has absolutely no artistic merit (that stuff is saved for the bus interchanges), and is usually witty. Mostly wryly-observed commentary about today's social standards. That, or toilet humour. But it's understandable. To tell you the truth, though, I think graffiti has been going downhill since the '80s. Oh, sure, street art has flourished, but it seems nowadays that people are quite happy to bitch about the world's problems in public, ins

The price isn't worth it. by imkikyo, literature

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The price isn't worth it.

When we really look at strength what is it that we see? A strong man does not complain when his back is aching. A strong woman does not cry when her heart is breaking. Strength lies in stoicism, the trait of not showing pain or any other emotion, frankly. But strong or weak, we are all humans; we cannot go around being deeply hurt and never showing a single bruise or a single cut or a single scrape or a single break or a single tear. We were not made for such hideous untruthfulness. We were not made to completely mask ourselves and what we’ve suffered through because when you mask your experiences you mask your histo

About xNowOrNever

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Deviant for 16 years
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I'm Emily. I like photographs and laughter and colour. I like my friends and I like loud music in a loud place when I can dance like a lunatic and nobody cares. :)

Current Residence: England
Favourite genre of music: Little bits of most things.
Favourite photographer: People who take pictures of people.
Favourite style of art: Photography or anything of real quality
MP3 player of choice: My pretty iPod
Personal Quote: People change.

Favourite Movies

Ghost, Dirty Dancing, The Notebook, Grease, Hairspray.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Cobra Starship, Paramore, Madina Lake, Fall Out Boy, Kings Of Leon, AAR, MCR.

Favourite Writers

Cecilia Ahern or Stephanie Meyer (I KNOW)

Favourite Games

Irish snap's funny =)

Favourite Gaming Platform

naaaah.

Tools of the Trade

Either a pen and my notebook, or Microsoft Word.

Other Interests

I like to write, but just can't nowadays. I love to read. I'm addicted to Twitter.

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xNowOrNever

Jul 10, 2011

IT IS NOT DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND.

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Smoke in front of me, I will get angry. I will get upset, I will get frustrated. I will be full of hate. I will leave my favourite club and all of my friends 2 hours early. I'm never going to be okay and I'm fine with that, there is just this ONE THING that I ask my friends. Even the friends who turned out to be not-so-friends could grasp that. Smoking is not okay for me, and that's just that. ARGH. My last post said I couldn't wait for Summer. Now Summer is here, I want it to be September so I can go back to Uni and have a routine. This house will be the end of me. I can't wait to not have to be here anymore. I'm wishing my life away and i

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xNowOrNever

May 8, 2011

Someone come and take me away?

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Just for a little while. To somewhere far away where things are nice and people are nice and I don't have to worry about everything all the time. I'm a worrier, it's what I do and that's that. I will always worry about everyone and everything. I really can't wait for summer. I will have no responsibilities and I can just sit. And chill. And watch telly all day. Ooooof.

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xNowOrNever

Apr 17, 2011

Life goes on... apparently

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Fhgyjhkaehtihafgerf! Oh, I don't know. Why is my life so bloody ridiculous? I don't even mean that in a 'oh woe is me' way, it is just ridiculous. My dad wants to go on holiday, but he wants to bring his girlfriend. I have been invited if I want to go. I am literally the second choice, if I say no then he'll take her anyway. I won't go without meeting her first, but I don't really want to. I've saying for a while though that if it's important to my little sister then I will meet her, so I sent her an email explaining everything and asking for her opinion. I've been asking for 5 days for her to read it and she still hasn't. Lovely. Nathen's